ritsuka89

sighs*
seriously alot of things has happen lerhx..
wad should i do sia.. hias...
B.. u leaved me..
Where is the promise? where is our yi bei zi.
i dun see it lerhx.. sighs..
ni qing yi de jiu ba fang qi liang ge zi gei shuo chu kou.
sighs*
TXND is a promise i made to you and it will forever be there.
sighs.

Abt exam/.. no mood care lerhx narhx.. all mood are being mess up lerhx.
being cruel to everyone isn't me?!
is it?! i dun feel anything anymore.. all i hab is a numbed heart now.. sighs*
why is everything so unfair to me?!
why is it tat everything i wanted to treasure all went lost.
wad have i've done?

the promise i made. did i really broke them, or is it those promises aren't being granted so easily?
sighs*
why is my mind thinkin of everything this way.
why cant i jus cool down and forget everything abt hims?
hiass.....
really dunno wad to do le.. god also cant help me lerhx..
all i wan is you to come back to me.. my wish is jus tat simple.
im leaving le u also dun feel anythin ma?

sighs..
jus wad the hell is happenin?
sight*
suffering in everything..
jus cant seems to let everything down.
sighs*

Everything im holding is everything i cant let go..
and it refers to you.
DEREK FOO LI JIE!
no one will replace you foreva and eva.
every single memories of yours stay inside my mind and couldnt be erase and neva would be erase..

live on without you is a impossible..
sighs*