ritsuka89

hmms..
tml going to celebrate lerhx..
but not sure if everything will happen as it's plan..

sighs.
a few days ago jus quarrel wid B.
but jie help us to settle lerhx..
but today.. dunno why we quarreled again..
jus suddenly he told me he cant stand my attitute anymore?
requested a break?

halox..
i didnt do anything wrong u noe..
i tryin my best to change all my bad point,but some has already became a habit before i met u..
but u didn't noe it..
now, everything seems to be my fault.

But! have u ever think.
[c=16]Everytime when u mention abt ur ex. u became emo and u start to tell me u and her pass. do u noe how i feel?i guess u onli noe how to ask ppl if they noe how u felt. u begged me to let her return back to you. but she has pasted aways. i cant help u but i'm trying everything i could to help you. but there isn't anyway to let a dead person come back to life. do u noe how much time and effort i ned to spend to tell myself tat i'm not a replacement at all. you really do love me. u told me tat. how should i trust u now?! u also told me tat u neva treat me as her replacement. again and again i cant let myself to trust u again.[/c]

sighs..
everything is more confuse now..
Babiie i dun wan to waste another day.
keepin it inside me is killing me.
i jus wan to make a contract to you tat i will neva leave you.
i wish tat i could find the word to say.
babiie i'm telling you tat everytime you leave i'm inconsolable.
and i'm also telling you tat everything i'm holding is everything tat i cant let go.

but if u letted go of me. i cant do anything.
but i onli can tell u tat. i cant take another blow anymore.
我想要珍惜过一段爱情。 但是那时没有人了解我，连他都以为我只不过是在说谎，我只不过想要把他留在我身边。。 但是我没有。
这次也不例外。 我是真的真的很爱你。 但是你好像也没有发觉到， 我的心房会永远为你而开。。
但是你却把我关在外面。 我走不进你的心里。 你和他的记忆一直在你的脑海你旋转， 你忘不了她， 这让我真的很难过。

but no matter wad i would always be by ur side..
sighs..
B i really do love you..
sighs...




一个人躲在寂寞的角落哭泣。。
希望你能听到我爱你的坚决。。。