ritsuka89

I've say to giv u time till the june holidays.
But it's now all too late.
I dun wanna wait for u anymore.
You should noe why im sayin this.

U never think when u act towards me.
All the words u say, really hurt through my heart.
I've been tellin u to stop, seens u cant relise ur mistake early.
Den i dun have to waste my time on u.
Ppl ask me not to giv up.
As the luv to u is really deep.

But till now, I dun think it's worth it for me to be in this pain.
If the days to be with u are so miserable.
I wouldn't wan to stay by ur side again.
At first u gave me happiness.
But now, all u gave me is hurt and sadness.

I dun understand u anymore.
U letted me when into ur world and understand u better.
But ur world is full of hates toward me.
I guess u didn't relise it, didn't u?

I would rather be hurt now, other den being hurt by u every now and den.
U dun even apologize to me.
All u noe, is how u look infont of ur friends.
U are afraid tat if u apologize to me infront of them, u will feel shameless.
If tat's how u think, den we will stop rite at this spot.

Im not movin forward anymore, but leavin ur world to a place where i belong to.
You hav said u luv me.
U jus dun show it, if ur face* is so important to u.
Everything tat i've done for u is meaninless.
I hope u can understand why i am doing this.

I think i have hold back for very long.
Everything has reach my limits.
U should think of wad u have done to me.
FRom here i'l say goodbye.
It's realy from now onwards.

I've really try hard to forget u.
but when u show up urself infront of me again, my heart when weak.
I cant forget u when u look into my eyes.
Everything u do now is making me confuse.

First, u say u wanted me to leave.
Second, u start to pull me back to the point where im being hurt tat much.
Third, u still dun wanna tell me ur true feelings.

Is tat all i am to u? Am i jus a tool tat makes u feel entertain?
Do u really noe how i feel.
When i start to forget abt u everytime, u start to hold me back.
I've now been pull back to the same spot.
Wad do u wan me to do.

I have taken enough. There will be ur last chance now.
My heart is dying with all tat pain.
Before my heart die, i hope u would tell me ur true feelings.
If u aren't luv me, pls stop pulling me back to the same spot where im being hurt so much by u.

If tat's really wad u wan me to do.
Pls do tell me, stop lettin me to suffer in tat pain.
I dun wanna be like this anymore.
The me now is aren't me. I wan to be myself.
So pls tell me the answer before everything is too late.

Now, its not too late.
The time for u, is until the june holidays.
If till den, u still being so stubborn.
I will jus have to use the 1 month time to forget u totally.
Never show my heart and myself to u anymore.

Until tat day, u are the one who will regret.
I noe ur feelings to me. But u jus dun wanna tell me.
But keep leetin me hurt by u.

Everytimes i see u with other girls, i will cry.
But nobody noes, i dun drop a single drop of tears infront of anyone.
Jus infront of u, i fell comfortable to cry.
But this feeling is getting weaker.
All i feel like is to avoid u, avoid all the pain u've given me.

The landscape i see looking out the window is a gushing river.
Until the season change, I'll let it be.
You were closer den anyone else, and it make me unsettled.

Anyway, at tat time, i hadn't realized it.
I would never be able to see u again.
But i should not have said such terrible things abt u.

If you are happy den, i will never say tat it is ok.
Ur heart was so mixed up.
Either way ur heart will be consumed by my hate.

In neither way, i wouldn't ever fall for u again.
It's the end of the path i've been walkin through.
It will be the end of everything.

Baby, sharpen up ur call.
Ur insecure eyes and the cliche phrases.
I'm not satsified with their imitations.

Spark! So get tired of it.
Again we borrow the lion's threat to pass through.
I will win without a doubt. Fight!

Mark here, tat's gonna be the best fight!
In da hse there is some strange guy!
Crackpot, see my cutter go shatter!

Try to survive, cant fight 'em down!
I have lost the sun. So i will find the moon.
We even lost sight of things we've ever seen before.
In the depth of the ocean full of memories it continues to stain, why?

Even the things we promised each other are as if it was never said.
The next master spark.
Never alone!
Dun wanna go out again!
To the heart instrument!

Never alone!
Dun wanna go out again!
I wan you to hear.

Never alone!
Dun wanna go out again!
To the heart instrument!

Never alone!
Shining point!
Again!

Now, all of ur memory are erase..
from now on..ur no one to me, i wouldn't bother u again.
I'll live without u in my world..everyone wans to be happy,
nobody wans to be sad.



I'll keep my promise to u..no matter wad happens i will never think of u..
Wouldn't even speak to u, jus walk away everytime i see u.
I dun wan to feel the pain again, i dun wan to be thinkin of u again, i dun wanna fall for u again.
Everything of u should end now..



I am jus too weak now. I dun even noe wad i should do when im being hurt badly.
But alone cryin without lettin anyone noe'in it..
Before i regret of everything i do now, pls dun show urself infront of me.
Pls do stop me if u feels the same as me.



Wo zhi dao ni yi li kai wo, dan zai wo zhi dao ni xin li zhen zhen de da an shi,
wo bing bu xiang fang shou.
Dan hen wu nai de shi, ru gou wo bu fang kai shou.
Wo hui shou bu liao. hui yong yuan de bei kun zhe.
Xian zai wo fang shou le, qing ni bu yao zai chu xian zai wo de mian qian.
Yao bu wo hui feng diao. Ying wei, wo zhen de ai ni shou yi cai hui fang kai shou er zhu fu ni.
Ru gou ni ai de shi wo. qing ni bu yao fang kai shou.


Wo bing bu liao jie ni, dan shi zhen de zhen de hao ai ni.
wo men shi fou neng xiang yi qian yi yang de dang peng you ma?
bu que ding, ke shi wo zhi daode shi. yong yuan yong yan wo dou bu hui zai nan guo.
Ying wei wo yi fang xia zhe duan ai qing.

Da jia, jiu zai zhe shuo zai jian.
wo hui tou tou gen zhe ni zhou, ying wei wo hai pa zhi you.

Now.half of ur memory are erase from my mind, the days where im with u..the memory of u and me..

man man zai xiao shi dang zhong..
wo, zhen de wang ji ni le..wo ye xi wang ni neng ba shou fang kai..

wo bu xiang zai zhe yang xia qu..wo yi jing shou bu liao le..
xie xie ni dui wo de hao..xie xie ni dui wo de huai, ye xie xie ni gei wo de wen rou..
dan wo zhi dao.. na dou bu shu yu wo de..
shuo yi, cai hui xiang wang ji ni..
dan, yao shi you yi tian..wo men dou wang bu liao bi chi de yi ju yi dong..
wo men zai jiu zai ye bu yao ba bi chi wang diao le hao ma?

wo xian zai hao hun luan..
dan hai shi zhi dao yao zhen me zuo cai dui zi ji hao..

ni zhen de zhe me wu qing ma..
ni zhen de zhen de mei you gan jue ma..

ming tian ni jiang li wo you dou yuan, dui ni bu chen shuo zai jian..
bei yi wang de yu yan zai ji yi li ge jian..wo chen mou mou de si nian..
shi zhen de bu dong de xin teng, zhen de bu dong ai ma..
wei shen me wo shi zhong xue bu hui..
bu yao rang ni xin sui, bu yao rang ni liu lei..

shi wo man bu ji xing de ran shao, ni de fu chu re qing he jiao ao..
ni dui wo you dou hao wo ai ni you dou shao..
wo bei yi luo de xin zhi you ni zhi dao..

if you're feeling lonely even if there's no reason to be, it's proof that you've become an adult


everyone is the same..
In the middle of traveling on that long hill, running into loneliness while chasing the back of their dreams..


yeah, everyone exists with loneliness as their partner..
so they search for love, to keep that smile flourishing..


The place where dreams are, you went out on a journey to find it right?
But when you get lonely again, if you come back here, i'll always be here for you

How many forms can love take out there in the world.
we all live with our own burdens to bear.

As family, friends, comarades, all sought of similiar goals,
because of their support, I was made into who i am today..
Now i finally see that i was living oblivious to, the important
things that had always been right next to me..

None of us was born to live alone..
and so, since we are fortunate enough to exist in this world,
if everybody has to say goodbye..

Until then, i want to fill your days with smiles..

I've decided to forget about u, from now onwards..
now den i relise..everytime i see u its only bring me hurts..
there aren't any happiness..

On the day when u say u hated..i've given up..
its take time for me..i cant forget u even if i'm tryin to..
Now i'm bein hurt so much..i really dunno wad should i do..
Mei dang wo jian dao ni, wo jiu hui bu zhi bu jue de nan guo qi lai..

Even though its not wad i wanted it to be..
but i guess i dun have any other choice now..
Every single move u take, every single words u say..hurts me alot..
i cant avoid u..every single seconds u are in my mind..

All i wan now..is a person who luv me to be infrount of me..
so i can really forget u now..
the pain i taken is enough..
i dun wan to be in this anymore..

The memory of u, i shall erase it from my mind..
until i erase them..wo jiu gen ni bu xiang gan le..
wo zhen de zhen de hao ai ni..
wo ai ni shen guo wo ai wo zi ji..
jiu jiu ni bu yao zai zhe yang de dui wo..wo kuai shou bu liao le..

Christmas days and Valentines,
happy days when you were mine
Baby, Easter morning, summer nights,
how I miss you by my side
Many lonely nights I cried.


Wondering boy, why oh why?
Even though I can't deny our love, love you so
I'm divided in two. Please tell me what should I do?
A part of me says no no no no, and another runs to you
So divided in two. Please tell me what should I do?
'Cause you're driving me crazy, I'm so in love with you


Every evening, every hour,
every day where are you now?
Baby, every time I close my eyes,
see your face and then I cry
Now I feel I can't describe,
how I miss you here tonight


Though you make me feel like I'm allright, be by my side
I'm divided in two. Please tell me what should I do?
A part of me says no no no no, and another runs to you
So divided in two. Please tell me what should I do?
'Cause you're driving me crazy, I'm so in love with you
Um...I'm not here right now, so leave a message, bye
Baby, please pick up the phone, I know you're there.
Anyway, I just want to tell you that I'm sorry,
I love you, and I miss you


I'm divided in two. Please tell me what should I do?
A part of me says no no no no, and another runs to you
So divided in two. Please tell me what should I do?
'Cause you're driving me crazy, I'm so in love with you
Oh boy you're driving me crazy, I'm so in love with you

I dunno wad 2 do..
somethin is tellin me tat heart will be broken once again..

I dun really noe wad im doing..
But i jus cant stop thinkin of u..
being by ur side makes me happy..
But when i noe tat u had no longer by my side, i've lost control of myself..

I'd tried 2 4get u..there's nth i can do now..
my heart hurts so much..
But still i wan to be by ur side..
even though everytime we met or see each other..
My heart will be in pain..


I'm so confuse, they are tellin me to forget abt u....I jus cant..
It's cause me more pain by forgettin u..
Wo Yi Jing Chen De Tai Shen..
Wu Fa Wang Ji Ni..

I noe very well tat i dun stand a chance to be with u...
But i jus hope to see u hapy,,
No one understand me, but i hope u are the only person in the world who understand..

I could only be hurt by u..
The way tat u are treatin me, and the way u look at me...
The rest i wouldn't care..
U are the only one in my world..
and it's 4ever(forever)..

Until the day i finally understand wad i mean to u..
I'll say goodbye if it isn't wad i wan..

Deng dao na shi...Wo hui wen rou de zhu fu ni..
Xi wang ni neng ming bai wo you dou ai ni..
Zai ye mei you ren neng dai ti ni zai wo xing zhong de wei zi..

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第一次当我见到你说我紧张的忘了呼吸
记忆里　我只想玩玩而已在一起没想过这问题
你说你从来没有忘记我们第一个夜里
我一边说我爱你　一边喘着气 sorry 我爱你是指你的身体
我不知道　你的需要
你对我的要求我从来没做到
你怎么受得了


但我总是见到你微笑
痛苦总是往肚子里吞掉
只希望有一天我能明了你的好
我假装对你不在意
假装失去我的记忆为了隐藏以前痛苦回忆
我选择放弃　放弃去爱人的权利
因为我不相信自己　不相信你
不相信一句话叫做真心真意
我选择绝情绝义


你把我当作情人　我却把你当作敌人
我的人生　就是充满猜疑忌恨
不要浪费精神　在我身上寻找永恒
执迷不悔只会在你我身上造成一道道永远的伤痕bady
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
不要对我若即若离　让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我


能不能就陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走
你一定觉得我坏谁都不爱
随你去猜我是在什么心态
面对妳给我的爱你对我好我就对你越坏
但我心里一直有声音在跟我告白
它说不能没有你的存在


好怪　想爱　却又说不出来
为何心软　为何心乱　为何你从不会对我心烦
已经有了答案　我却不敢去看
面对你不再反感　发现我冰冷的心感受到妳的温暖
该怎么办　现在爱你会不会太晚
你是唯一我想跟你在一起
不想再和妳分离喔


不知道该怎么说　但我知道怎么做
我不会一错再错　忘了以前痛苦的过程
我们要的只是结果你问我会一起多久
我不知道　大概一辈子够不够
牵着你的手往前走　我只听到妳说

就一直到最后

当你走过身边
像晴天一道闪电
我有一种为你疯狂的感觉
当你转的实现
风景整个有改变
因为我和你开始有接点
我该如何才能赢得你对我微笑的脸
甜言蜜语应该跟谁学
只要地球不会捻我就继续等待你
到永远
开垦着时间
我知道坚持就是爱的王道
对你的付出一定收的到
不重要
你就是我爱的王道
我的肩膀
只让你依靠
爱谁信感情约
伸出我的每一天
怎信这一去外卖店的掺美
终点并不是你过去曾经属于谁
只是要爱你
我不顾一切
我该如何才能赢得你对我微笑的脸
甜言蜜语应该跟谁学
只要地球不会捻我就继续等待你
到永远
开垦着时间
我知道坚持就是爱的王道
对你的付出一定收的到
不重要
你就是我爱的王道
我的肩膀
只让你依靠
吆......come on
也许你的人缘太好
拥有许多......
更有 但是有空可以看看我的真心
我的micall
每次当你走路时候
那种不知名的香味
只要想起你的一切
流汗流泪 无所谓
身体是独特流行幸福的力量
我真的是这么想
你是否也想要
一起走一起笑
一起老
come on
我知道 是你
爱爱你 我的骄傲
我知道坚持就是爱的王道
对你的付出一定收的到
不重要
你就是我爱的王道
我的肩膀
只让你依靠
爱谁信感情约
伸出我的每一天
怎信这一去外卖店的掺美
终点并不是你过去曾经属于谁
只是要爱你
我不顾一切