.
There is jus a fake smile on my face.
After we've left each other, the smile doesn't show up anymore.
A smile can stand for anything.
Sadness or happy.
But from tat day onwards, the real smile doesn't show up with me anymore.
I dun feel happiness, everything i could feel now is sadness.
All the things i ate. Dun taste like how they should taste like.
But all, it taste bitter deep in the heart.
I dunno if i could once again feel the happiness.
Im not even sure when i could really show my true smile again.
My smile lost it's way.
I've lost my way too.
U took my hand and raised me up.
But now, when jus one words tat u say.
Pushhes me down to the end of the well.
Should i continus like this.
Ppl ask me not to give up, but everything tat i am seeing now.
Is all the memory of u and me.
It's all quarrel, fights, and den we dun talk to each other anymore.
Do u really think things should end this way.
I've waited so long.
When u pull me up, i was so happy.
But in the end, u change everything back to where it was.
U put me back to the spot where i suffer of pain of ur luv.
My health is getting worst, i cant take this anymore.
I hope u are the one, who help me find back my smile and myself.
The days for me are difficult now.
Without ur support, i cant live on.
It's not gonna start all over again. Ain't we?
Everything is more mess up now.
I dunno wad im doing, im waiting for u.
All u give me, aren't the things i wan.
Do u really think tat Im so brave? Do u really think the one who ned to be protect is her?
MY heart is smash into thousand pieces.
Im weak, i really ned ur protect and ur accompany every second.
Pls dun leave me alone.
I'll go crazy, pls believe me, trust in me.
The one who really neded protect from u is me.
Everyone makes somebody smile.
My somebody will always be u, u are the onli one who can find back my smile